Going through life. Chapter after chapter.

2010-10-07T08:18:00.002+08:00

2010-10-03T19:57:00.000+08:00

For every little steps you take in life. Brings you a new beginning in life.
And that's what am doing.

PS: Taken a leap of faith in to Tumblr.

2010-09-11T00:23:00.000+08:00

Help me find the feeling back.

2010-08-12T18:56:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, you do something you love because you have the feeling for doing it.
But sometimes you lost the feeling of doing the things you once loved.
And I wonder, when will I get back the feeling of doing the things I once loved.

PS: I once love Dragon Boat. But now....

Here it comes again. Another month.

2010-08-04T23:32:00.000+08:00

August has come. So does study breaks, YOG, and National Day.
And no, 18 years and counting, I've still haven't got a ticket to the national stadium to watch it live there.
So I say. Oh well, just another public holiday. Unless you gonna squeeze with gazillions of people around Marina Bay to catch the fireworks. Which is seemly impossible. Though we're a small country, we're massive. LOL.

And so, this is the last week of school. Kinda the typical thing you would do right. Like excited that holiday is here, no early wake up calls, no stressing over project work. But to me, I feel, it's nothing. I feel that study break is just another LONG weekend. Yes I have major exams after the study break, but let me honest and say, would you study the whole 3 weeks? No I guess not. Would you stay at home every single say to face the lamest module you have? No. So study break or not, I don't care. I just wanna live up my life, and do what I can. While I still can.

So 6 months had passed, and I've been in this new institution for proximately 6 months.
How I do feel? Great. Adapted to the new schedule? Definitely. Great food great people? Fairly I suppose. Here and there...And I always thought, why am I even doing stuff am not interested in, not curious in? I don't know. I guess this is just the way of life.

PS: Am not a pussy-minded!

7th-th!

2010-07-26T22:51:00.000+08:00

A week have past.

And I actually did went for Dragon Boating. It's was seriously a fucking tiring sports! It requires a hell of stamina and a strong mentality to do this sport. As some said, 'tough man sport' The first 2 training of physical training was the worse. I know myself I have weak stamina and stuff, but still, I pushed it through and baaam! I've made it. Well, saturday was water training, which means rowing training. But they still never let us off with physical training and discipline. But I must say, rowing together in a boat, is a first for me, and I find it interesting and fun. Guess I've found some place els other than Volleyball...

Yeap. Today I had second French test. I must say, it wasn't easy. On second though, I think i did horribly LOL! But little did I know, today french class was the last. LAST! Bet I'll miss the jokes and laughter we had in class. But not to be pessimistic, I think, THINK, 'll continue to sign up for 102 French. Cause I guess I can't handle so much?

And and iPhone 4 and iPad is here! Like finally!! LOLS. But I doubt my parents will be so kind enough to change for me...Again after I just got my Blackberry for only 2 months old...But Daddy is gonna get his iPad. That's a confirm! Heheh! At least I can play with the new iPad.

Well, this is the last 2 weeks of school. And comes the study break. So yeah, hang in there! And mummy birthday is on this friday! At Marina Bay Sand's Resort!!

PS: Fucking kill it!

7th.

2010-07-22T00:44:00.000+08:00

School's been great.
workloads are as usual, kept pilling up.
Seriously, I don't even have time to blog and update twitter if not for my school starts at 1pm tomorrow.
I don't get this! It is getting sucky-er and suckyer!
Trip to Taipei is canceled for some major test. I really hope this fucking test show some result or I'll never forgive myself. LOL
And I've went for the try-out for Dragon Boat. It was really tough I must say.
But I ain't gonna quit though it tough. Just need to get my body to get use to it. A major change indeed...
And as the seniors said it. It's all a mind game. It's all mentality.

PS: Suck it up and fuck the last 2 weeks. I SWEAR.

July July. Longed....

2010-07-09T22:32:00.001+08:00

And it's July! How fast time goes by can it get?
This is not a good month to go with. My trip to Bangkok and Taipei is being cancelled...
disappointed? Yeah, totally.

Due to some unforeseen event. So yeah, fuckened.

Some say, why train so hard when there's no coach?
Some say, Why train with so little effort when you came for the training?
Well, I say, There's no point training hard when there's no coach.
I say, why train with so much effort when there's no coach to guide you, needless to say, you might even be doing the mistakes over and over again.

I think, volleyball had come to a halt for me.
Yes, i truly love the sport, and I should continues despite the disadvantages.
But I don't see any point in it anymore. Not the sport but the environment though.
I'll sure miss spiking the ball, miss the matches and especially the people there.
Without them, there wont be any good match to play with.

So now, am trying new sports. New challenges. which are not in my comfort zone.
And though the first few weeks is gonna be difficult. It's ok.

This is what a new sports drills gonna be.
Just gonna hang in there.

And final exams are coming in about 6weeks time.
Am I prepared? Hello no.
Am I afraid? Hell yeah.
Fucken life? Tick!

PS: 龙!

Bliss

2010-06-26T21:14:00.002+08:00

Hello. Am back here blogging. And yes, I know it's been a long time since I last blogged.

But things are that busy you see, so yeah..

But anyway! During the past few weeks of not blogging, things have been very hectic and chaotic one. In a good way though. But am just gonna talk a few events happened this week.

First was Chong Han's birthday party. It was a blast! Definitely....A lot of people came and was hell, a hectic party! Good thing is that everyone there is doing fine. Did some catching up with a few... And what can I say, everyone goes their own way when we're busy with our own life. And I was totallLEEH wasted! In the end, went home at about 4 in the morning and got myself a hangover syndrome the next day. ( May I remind myself, drinking beer is equivalent to drinking calories!)
BUT then, it was really a awesome. Thanks again chong han for inviting!

4n2!

The next thing was after the party, my family and I immediately went packing for a 2 day 1 night stay at Marina Bay Sand's Resort... Let me first say, the hotel room was the best hotel room I've stayed so far! Gees! It was HUGE!! And the best part was, there this Sky Park at the top level, which is level 57, and guess what? Swimming pool! While having the privilege of sightseeing the whole singapore while swimming! AWESOME or not?! LOL. And there's this place for people to see the casino inside. And damn, that's the first time I ever see the machines and tables! It's was so freaking cool! Swear am gonna go in once am 21! HAHAHA

Annnnddddd talked about so much fun stuffs. 2 days more to school reopen. Yeah, 2 days more can you believe it. Gees! holidays always go so fast doesn't it?

Till then, ciao!

PS: "I know by doing this, am pushing everyone who love me away. I know it's wrong to do it. I don't know why. But I just did it anyway" - Jesse James.

15 ways to create a fulfilling life...

2010-06-12T00:35:00.000+08:00

Hold perspectives that serve you. You can’t believe anything with 100% certainty, so you might as well hold those beliefs that align with the life and world that you’d like to create
Stay healthy and fit. You only get one body, so you might as well treat it well.
Make the choice not to worry. Worrying sabotages success and leads to a number of physical ailments. Don’t worry. And yes, it is a choice.
Give what you want. This one’s easy: Whatever you put out into the world comes back at you in like form. Call it karma, but it’s true. Want more kindness? Be kinder. Want more love? Express more love.
Live for you. Life is too short to be living out the desires of another person – be it a parent, grandparent, friend or lover. If your parents want you to be a doctor and you want to be a dancer, follow your heart. At the end of the day, your heart is the truest compass you’ve got.
But also serve others. Live for you, but always ask yourself how you can be of service to the people around you.
Smile. If you smile, the world will smile back.
Try new things. When we step into the unknown, we grow. Growing is good.
Remember what matters. When you encounter challenges, ask yourself, “Will I remember this in 10 years?” If the answer is “no”, then don’t sweat it.
Sing your song. There’s nothing worse than dying with your music still inside you.
Give. Though many have tried, no one has ever become happy by acquiring things. The reverse seems to work pretty well, though.
Keep good company. Surround yourself with people that value themselves and who value and support you. Say “no” to toxic relationships.
See yourself in others. You’re in there. See if you can find you.
Spend time with the people you love. Especially when you have no time.
Be an adventurer. Have an adventure across the globe – or across the street. See the world in a new light.

PS: Credit goes to rightful owner.

2010-06-04T00:03:00.000+08:00

Don't tell someone you said you don't do it and won't do it here, but went home breaking every sweat you have to prove to us that "you don't do it and won't do it". But actually, you did all the hard work at home...

PS: Straight A's in the end? That's not honest honey...

2010-06-02T23:12:00.002+08:00

you know, sometimes when you put your heart and soul into something you do, you hope, no you know, that it's gonna turn out the exact result you're expecting it.

But then, on a flip side, everything changes..

The result you expected turns out really bad.

The time and effort you into had all went to the drain

The high-hopes had all went "poof" in the air.

This is what am feeling right now. All the time and effort putted into studies, doesn't show.

Results doesn't show. I don't know why...no wait, actually I do. I haven't put my very best, not put all my effort in it.

It all shows when the result, hard facts is out in your face.

And you know what's worse?

It's the part where your body just failed you. And you're laid back helplessly. Watching your OWN body fails you. It's not like you don't want to do your very best, is you can't.

That feeling, is just so inevitability pain...

PS:I know there's no point crying over spilled milk. But then.....just FML.

It's back to the "period"

2010-05-24T00:07:00.000+08:00

Still very busy with school. Who isn't right?
Can't believe that a month of a new environment in this school has passed. A month. Isn't it fast?!
I must say, it's been really fun to work in this environment..but at the same time competitive.

In about exactly 2 week time, I'll have my first common test....
And you know what's the best part? I have yet started revising on it.
Lecturers are going so fast as if they're rushing for thanks giving. lol...
But seriously, every lectures I go in, especially the ones I don't have a clue about, is driving me insane!

You know, sometimes, I wish time would leap 5 years ahead. I'll probably end up in a university, or I'll be just working my ass to meet end needs..
I just can't let myself and my parents down. I know I can't. And I know I need to do everything I can to make this work. But actually, this is not working out for me, and am helplessly standing there. Sometimes, the quote "So near yet so far" proves it's point of meaning.

PS: Am gonna try, no matter how many times I tries, am still gonna keep on trying...

How many pillars do you have?

2010-05-09T23:02:00.000+08:00

Once a good doctor said.

There are three pillars of a life well lived: family, friends and a romantic relationship. so long as you have two in your life, you're doing pretty well...

By going abide with this statement, am must be doing pretty well then. I certainty have my family with me, every single second of my life. And my friends, are like brothers to me, always there for me.

But still, in my humble opinion, I still, think that the most important pillar in your life, my life, is still the relationship with myself. I mean, really. If you doesn't have a good relationship with yourself, I really doubt that you are doing well in your live.

So Stable your relationship with yourself, understand fully yourself -no one els does. Then am pretty sure we'll all be doing well..

PS: "Life is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance you must keep moving"
-Albert Einstein.

The date's speaks it all...

2010-05-07T00:31:00.000+08:00

Hah. The title speaks it all. I haven't been blogging very much often..
Wanna know why? I was too busy even to settle down and type out my thoughts...
Sounds kinda crap isn't it? Who doesn't have time to take 5min of their life and type their thoughts out..
True. I must say I've been very reluctant to blog. True, I've been very lazy. And it's also true that I have totally, practically and technically, no time to blog.

But now am here, so I'll just cut the whining and get to the point of blogging..
School's is really been a hectic and a chaotic one. It really is!
The new environment, the new schedules it really getting into me!
Like I've classes and activities till 9 in the night, and dinner after that, which makes it around 11plus when I reach home. And classes starts at 8am the next day. These 2 days is already enough to kill.
But then again, I feel like it's a new way of life, a new experience.
And that is why, I ain't gonna whine. Ain't gonna complaint about it. Cause this is part of life one have to go through....

But even with such a heavy load behind my back, am still enjoying what it's gotta offer.
What life got to offer....
So for some out there whose ain't doing well, hang in there. You need time to adapt.
For those out there who is managing well, keep up the good work.
Nothing valuable and memorable in life comes free. It always has a price to pay.

PS: And am paying my debt now. Ciao!

One, two, three.

2010-04-20T23:18:00.000+08:00

Just a little quick update alright!

It's a very long week since I last posted. And yeeeaaaah! School has started.
I must say, though it's just the 3rd day of a new sem, am liking it already!
The place is cool, the food is good, and the people are awesome!
So Monday I had my first ever French lesson. And guess what? The lecture was talking french throughout the whole 2 lessons! And we were like, What's he saying? What the hell did he said? What was that suppose to mean? LOL It's really fun and interesting though. And as I said, the people there were cool.
Friends are made easily than I expected! That's one good thing to start out the new sem with no one I knew...But classes are not that great as I expected..Well actually I already knew what's is gonna happened.
A Maths, Physic and D&T aren't my subject in the previous school...So....am actually losing out to the rest by A LOT! I've have to start pulling my socks up already, or els I'll be lagged far behind!
But anyway, am gonna do my f**king best to screw these up and another way round!

Well! A quick update it is! Gonna hit the sack and be up early to travel to school!

PS: Ciao!

April fool's day!

2010-04-01T23:50:00.003+08:00

It's the end of March and the beginning of April!

That means!

School in 20days.
COMPULSORY induction in 14days
Heading back to school for some event in 16days
No more late night hangovers in 20days
Wake up call at 7 in the morning. Or 8, doesn't make any difference.

Well that's not all bad actually. It's a start of a fresh new routine! And next month is gonna be really a hectic one. As school term starts. Yeah you know it. Classes, projects and work load come pilling up. But nevertheless, it's another chapter or my life. This should be good, as in experience and exploration of life.

Am actually going out of town for a few days. Yeah I know it's a few days but it's worth it. A little get away before the school starts. Gotta start packing. See ya'll when I come back!

PS: Bon voyage!

Sometimes, life requires a little HOPE.

2010-03-30T01:26:00.010+08:00

I actually can't believe these people went through 'every shit' in life. But still, they are hanging on. Living on, day by day. If they can pass each day with food and shelter, they are more contended than anything els...

If you said you been through shit, that's ain't real shit at all. That's bullshit.

Only untill you been through their 'every shit' than you really know real meaning of it.

Drew from InvisiblePeople.tv on Vimeo.

"I don't know if anything can prepare you for Drew's story. Drew lost his job, then he lost his wife and daughter to a drunk driver. He is an educated man, but today he lives on leftover food he finds in dumpsters"

Look at this guy. He didn't asked to be homeless. He was a ordinary guy like us out there. With a family, a wife and a daughter. And the unexpected happens to him. He didn't asked for it. But still, he's hanging there, living day by day...

Sandy from InvisiblePeople.tv on Vimeo.

"Sandy sleeps in a sleeping bag on the sidewalk in Berkley, California because it's against the law to sleep in her car. She's on the verge of mental illness from life on the streets.

The thing keeping her unemployed? Her age. She says that's the main factor keeping her from finding work, and she's living a "completely miserable" life on the streets.

She runs to get away from people who are up all night with drugs and additions. This, full shelters, and the outlawing of sleeping in a car led her to slip into a church to sleep one night. The next morning, she awoke to a $400 ticket for trespassing. Of course, she can't pay this, and now has an outstanding warrant.

She doesn't qualify for mental health assistance. She's not quite old enough for senior assistance. And no one wants to hire someone her age. Sandy, and others who are homeless at her age, are truly part of a forgotten generation."

She's just a modern lady. Trying to meet her bill. But due to the economy, she's jobless. And now she have to sleep in her car, along the streets. But the police didn't make anything easier for her but difficult in fact. But still, she's carrying one thing that's keeping her going; HOPE.

PS: Wish everyone will look at one's perspective. And till then, they'll never know what they are going through

Earth Day.

2010-03-23T00:31:00.004+08:00

Aaaaand yes. The 100 over channels, the 2-3mins of advertisement, the advertising of bed sheets....Oh wait! That's an advertisement for Earth Hour! Which airs on 27th March, this Saturday! Ok wait. What's bed sheets gotta do with Earth Hour; saving the earth? Errrr..... I have no idea actually...Do you? Hmm... so weird...

Anyway, it airs on this Saturday, 27th March at 8.30Pm.

Question! They asked us to save Earth which is by shutting down all electricity for an hour. So right, here's the question, are we suppose to not tune into the show when it airs at 8.30Pm as we're suppose to save the earth by turning off all electricity appliance? Hmm weird. LOL

Alright! Am just kidding! Of cause we are able to tune in to the show when it airs Earth Hour! That's the purpose of making tons and tons of advertisement on every single channels! -But just your television! hahaha.

But still, I think everyone should take part and be involved in this activity which happens once every year. Though we are able to survive this generation with the Earth going haywire or explode, but our next generation maybe not... So we do what we can to save the Earth even it's just turning off the electricity for an hour. So everyone happy Earth Day this Saturday 27th March.

PS: Quesiton! Again, I remembered last year during Earth Hour. There was a concert to celebrate it. Different bands and artists were there. Here's the thing, aren't we suppose to save electricity for an hour? But why are they blasting at the concert and after that, there's tons and tons of litter on the floor. So much for Earth Hour campaign ? Let's hope not for this year's campaign!

Universal Studio. SPECTACULAR!

2010-03-18T20:27:00.009+08:00

Ok. Today we practically wake up and head down to Resort World Sentosa; Universal Studio. We thought that since it's the first opening of the theme park, it would be packed people- like sardines!- but it turns out, alright though. And am so lucky to have the chance to try every single attraction there! AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

(I'll let the pictures do most of the talking.)

And after we wait our turns to get into, we went straight for some breakfast...

This is in the HollyWood area.

And defitnitely, there are funny characters appearing on the streets out of no where!

Monster Rock was one of the most awesome Rock n Roll live concert! A must watch live show there!

Ok I know you wanna know which rides is the most scariest one! It's actually this Galaxy something something- in the Sci-fic area, can't remember then name- The red ones goes at 90km/h with at least 14 storey high in height! And the blue one was about the same 14 storey high. But it twirl, and spin and turns around! When I finished both of the rides, I literally can't feel my legs at all! They are already numb! hahaha But it was a thrilling experience!

New York! Look who I met! Marilyn Monroe

The Sci-Fi area. There's nothing much here, besides the roller coaster!

Egypt! The ride for the The Return Of The Mummy was totally awesome! Spectacular designs inside!

Was at the Jurassic Park! But the WaterWorld was put to a halt while watching half way. Oh well, next time perhaps!

Oh yeah! Far Far Away Land!!

In Fairy God Mother Potion Shop :O

And finally, MADAGASCAR!

I SWEAR! they did the dance to the song "I like to move it move it!" It was so hilarious and at the same time, marvelous to see it in real than in the movie!

And on our way back to HollyWood, the rain poured even heavily! And I was totally drenched. So I bought a shirt and changed it and look what I found back in HollyWood!

Be sure to check it out! It's was totally nothing you seen in Singapore -well Sentosa is technically not in singapore.. so yeah.

PS: So...I have one of the best days of my life... YET!

Goodbye Window.

2010-03-12T22:25:00.003+08:00

I think I had a wonder 18 years using Windows. It provided me with ample information, ample solutions to my questions and also ample problematic unsolvable question that this program had gave me through this 18 years.
And also, Window Vista gave hell lots of problem since it came out, and I DARE not upgrade it which stick with Window Xp throughout....And so, I've decided to give it a change, -life's is all about changing and adapting changes isn't it?- a change to Mac OS X. Yes, an Apple product. Yes, a Macbook Pro laptop! Their technology are far more futuristic and are light years ahead of every other technology. Don't you agree so? And yes I know that Apple functions are a bit complicated and hard for a Windower to adapt. But I have to try. No, I have to adapt to it. So yeah, tomorrow am gonna head down to the stores and get one, and I'll let you know how do I think about it....

Actually, this video inspires me more to get a Macbook. (Am just kidding)

Caution of Coarse language usage.

Anyway, about me, the past few weeks been really great. Since I have the ample time, I've been going to my gym session regularly. And of cause, a lot of have changed in me as well! I've been also learning another foreign language. Which is Japanese since I have a lot of free time, why not I thought? It's really really difficult to study and understand one language of others. But well, it's just the fifth day am studying it, and am still getting the hang of it. But I still have to learn it since my mum is Japanese, so that's another reason for me to study it, and since I have my mum to teach, that will be much easier for me. There's so much to remember, so much to recognize, so much to pronounce it correctly! And another piece of good new is that, my granny is going to Japan in the coming September, and she seems to be going alone. Well as you know, I asked my parent if i am able to travel and accompany her, and it turns out, they are considering! How awesome is that! Japan baby, can you believe it?! And ironically, the Japanese language am studying can come in handy! This actually made this year a-more-looking-forward-to year! Bangkok, Taiwan in August, maybe Japan in September, November to Korea and Australia in December probably! Although Japan and Australia is not confirmed, the thought of it makes it so exciting already. Am so ready to travel around the globe! And just today, I almost lost my data on my external hard drive. Gees! If I ever lost the data inside -which include all the awesome DVDs- I'll literally die! These movies kept me alive...well literally! Till then.

XX

Life's Lessons.

2010-03-08T14:26:00.002+08:00

Last week, someone emailed me a column written by Regina Brett, a 90-year-old resident of Cleveland, Ohio. In her column, Regina recounts 45 of the most important life lessons. I wanted to share the list with you:

Life isn’t fair, but it’s still good.
When in doubt, just take the next small step.
Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
Your job won’t take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch.
Pay off your credit cards every month.
You don’t have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
Cry with someone. It’s more healing than crying alone.
It’s OK to get angry with God. He can take it.
Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.
When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.
Make peace with your past so it won’t screw up the present.
It’s OK to let your children see you cry.
Don’t compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn’t be in it.
Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don’t worry; God never blinks.
Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
Get rid of anything that isn’t useful, beautiful or joyful.
Whatever doesn’t kill you really does make you stronger.
It’s never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.
When it comes to going after what you love in life, don’t take no for an answer.
Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don’t save it for a special occasion. Today is special.
Over prepare, then go with the flow.
Be eccentric now. Don’t wait for old age to wear purple.
The most important sex organ is the brain.
No one is in charge of your happiness but you.
Frame every so-called disaster with these words ‘In five years, will this matter?’
Always choose life.
Forgive everyone everything.
What other people think of you is none of your business.
Time heals almost everything. Give time time.
However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
Don’t take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
Believe in miracles.
God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn’t do.
Don’t audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.
Growing old beats the alternative — dying young.
Your children get only one childhood.
All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.
Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.
If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else’s, we’d grab ours back.
Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
The best is yet to come.
No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
Yield.
Life isn’t tied with a bow, but it’s still a gift.

For the record, number 20, 26, 29 and 34 are my favourite. Which ones resonate with you?

There's nothing wrong being yourself.

2010-03-03T20:43:00.010+08:00

Today I had a splendid evening with my niece. -Whom I haven't gone to the movie with like 10years or so! Actually it was out of the blue, or a thought that stroke me or whatever you call it, I asked her out for a movie, and so it was game on. I remember when I was a kid, it was usually her that pick me up from my house and have a movie together. But now, 10years down the road, it was me asking her to movie! Haha! Kinda odd it may seems. But it's fun!

K. This come out of no where, but I think I just have to write it down on paper -or typed it down on a online diary. So, I asked myself why do I keep blogging even though it's just a online diary, whom people may or may not even read it. Why so much time and effort thinking, recalling, what had happened past few days, or hours or minutes ago, and put it on this diary. Well, my answer is that I think that this blog is what I've created, what I've started it. And am not going to left undone with it. Moreover, I feel that this blog is an important part of my life’s path. It’s a piece of my dharma. It has every spectacular,enlightening, authentic information about my life that I've written down in this diary. Be it yearly, monthly or daily. And when I look back on my life, on the events that happened throughout my life, it made me smile. It made me feel like a human, who grow every single day. It'll keep me going as a human, with a purpose in life. It showed me how much I've grown. It's a motivation for me. And you know what, there are times that aren't suppose to be remembered but when I wrote it down, and look back, it shows me how I surpassed it. How I face it. How I overcame it. How I made that reason to kept me going. This is how this blog is so important to me. It keeps me motivated.

If someone wouldn’t take me as I am or hire me -in the sense that am working- or loves or like me because of something that I do and love, then I probably wouldn’t want to take into account that he or she is actually exist, or work with him or her. If someone wouldn’t want to be my friend because of the things that I’ve done, the friendship probably wouldn’t be worth cultivating in the first place. And whether my reputation is tarnished by my online presence seems so relatively unimportant. Because I like the things am doing and by far as I know it, am loving it. So for those people can't accept who I am. Screw y'all

PS: Am just being who I am.

formspring.me

2010-03-03T01:49:00.001+08:00

Hey man. So what do you do for a living ?

Well. Am pretty much not working now. Am still a student. Just that am waiting for my school to starts in April.

Ask me anything

Here's what I've done in the past 2months.

2010-03-02T00:11:00.005+08:00

K. Here's what I've done in the past 2months.

The first thing I wanna say is that, Since I didn't make any New Year's resolution, I didn't manage to break any.
Second was that I made myself to stop swearing and it came up pretty good -well only for some occasion, I swear a little, that's because I had no other words to replace them.
The third thing was that, I know I been a jerk to my friends last year, needless to say the endless reasons, I tried reconciling with them, but to no avail. So I wish them all the best in their lives.
The fourth thing was that I personally felt that I've grown a lot since am being with myself most of the time. I've been reading books -yes books! and watching films that are worth reading and watching-Some are really good let me tell you. Talking about lifes, and the importance of life.
The next thing is that, each day I wake up, I learn to look on everything from every angles and perspectives as I can. You know like when someone says 'I had a bad day today' or -when it's like raining heavily-' I can sense that it's gonna be a pretty f*** day'. You can always look on the another side of it, like since it's a rainy day, I could do my workouts at home instead of going to the gym -since I'll be drenched walking to the gym. So yeah, I find everyday to be challenging. As am always thinking ways to change how the day is gonna be turn out!
The past 2months had really taught me about independence. I know myself better then ever, what my body needs and what are my limits. And also how am I gonna react, and like running errands here and there about. It's more like a survival tool kit I've learn. It's really good, some of you should try it. Besides, the most important relationship is the one with you and yourself.
The last thing is that, I haven't got my sleeping timing back to where it was. I've been sleeping at almost 4am in the morning -the latest- and waking up at 12 in the afternoon the next day! That's bad, real bad for my body. But I'll make sure I will make the changes!

I guess that's about it for the past 2months. The next few awaits for me! This gonna be fun as school is coming up, and my upcoming oversea trip in about 5months! -I know it's long, but it'll be there in a blink of an eye!

PS: Ciao!

Little did i know. It's 1st of march.

2010-03-01T18:54:00.003+08:00

Yes. Little did I knew, today was 1st march.
So what have you done in the past 2 months?
Did you stick to your resolution? Or has it been broken already?

I'll get back to you when I come out with my answer to that.

PS: What have you done?

privileges

2010-03-01T01:46:00.004+08:00

Was out for A reunion dinner with my relatives.. Although my uncle and aunt had went back to Australia and Hong Kong respectively, we still had a great time. Needless to say, the dinner was fabulous.. And when I got home, sitting in front of my computer. This is where everything seems to be annoying and ridiculous.... I.HAD.A.FLU! Yeah that's right! When I got home, went into my room, and BAMM! I had a flu! The Flu!! Just Like That!- no joke. I was literally sneezing every 5seconds at 40km/hr speed for the past 3 hours....-no joke! Well, okay, the part where the 40km/hr sneeze was a joke, lol. I've been wiping my nose like a running tap water! I literally had used up half a tissue box already! It is killing the hell out of me! Draining the energy hell out of me! And while am blogging this, I, still, am sneezing away like it's asking for it...

But anyway you know what? The package had arrived... HAH! -like finally. Now there are seems to be endless of forms of application that required to be filled in. And the thing is, they don't really give information in details, and it makes everything such A pain in the ass. And the academic calender is out, and am only due for class in the April for 19th- if am not wrong. That's literally about 2months! Jezz! Wonder how will I pass the time.... Guess it's no wrong for me to sit school starts right? -What a good life.

Ohohoh! Did I mention that am going to Bangkok and Taiwan this coming August?! HAH!
I was like,
Me: Mom, can I go to Bangkok and Taiwan?
Mom:Why? With who?
Me: Cause I wanna travel around the world and experience. With some friends.
Mom: I'll ask your Dad later.

At night, after dinner...

Me: So Mom, what did Dad say about me going oversea?
Mom: He says alright.
Me: GREAT!

And just like that! SNAP! The OK word is out, and am going to Bangkok and Taiwan! This is totally gonna be AWESOME! Well actually this is the second time am traveling overseas without my parents! -The first was to Australia with my grandparents and sister. It's so much fun traveling without parents. Although there are pros and cons about it, the main point is that you get to travel how you wanted and whatever you wanted! That feels great! But the downside is that you're low on your budget and that's kinda sucks as it can't get you any attractive places or food! Talk about food, think am gonna put on a few lbs when am back! And yes I know that Bangkok and Taiwan seems a bit not-a-good-place-to-go but because am not rich, and low on budget from my parents, so I'll have to stick to that for now....But still, I'll try to ask permission to travel even further to the globe, to the European countries, like United Kingdom or France or even another side of the world, USA! And of cause, back to Australia -to me, I think Australia is the best place after all... in my own humble opinion.- in the later part of my life.. Well, am 18 now, that's still pretty much young and there's still a lot more years to go, and of cause, more traveling!

Well moreover, there's still much to do before planning for a oversea trip. I've got to thank my parents for working their butts off so that we, including my sisters, have the privileged to have what we are suppose to have at our age- or maybe even more. And earning the extra for me to go oversea. Well, Thank you Mom and Dad for everything... -God! Am still sneezing....

PS: I think, no am SURE, I have the perfect Mom and Dad in the planet.

Tragic. One after another.

2010-02-28T00:40:00.001+08:00

Tragedy happening one after another...
My dear God.....when is it gonna stop?

PS: My prayers are with them who are in need....
http://on.cnn.com/aKZ8X0

Like I said. You do you, I'll do me.

2010-02-23T14:32:00.005+08:00

You know, I think this is what ~~everyon~~.. I, myself should be doing...

"This morning, I was jogging along on the treadmill while trying to figure out why one of my headphones wasn’t working.

A few machines down, an older gentleman named Dennis finished up his workout and left the room. I didn’t think much of it.

A little old Greek man was walking on the treadmill next to me. Angrily, he gestured at Dennis’ now-empty treadmill and said, “Would you look at that? He was only on the machine for five minutes. How stupid! What a waste of time, don’t you think?”

Still troubleshooting my headphones, I pointed at my treadmill and replied, “I just concern myself with what’s happening right here, on this machine. And I can just about handle that, never mind what Dennis or anyone else is doing.”

He chuckled in his thick accent, “Good answer. Good answer.”

So it is with life as it is with treadmills. Truth be told, my life is just about all I can handle. Maybe once I have all the answers, I’ll concern myself with living the lives of others.

Until then, I’ll concern myself with doing me."

PS: Credit goes to the rightful owner.

2010-02-23T01:30:00.004+08:00

Removed the post 'Say what?!' as I thought it's quite inappropriate -yes i know. It's kinda late.
But it's better to be late then never!

K. I know it's silly to be posting little things about my life right now. But in particular, there's nothing in-ordinary or special to blog about... So till I have something awesome to blog about, I'll keep it short. And sweeeeimple...

Believe it or not. Am actually ~~going~~ not going out with Ryan tomorrow. After months of not hanging out together! -HE bailed on me! pfff!

Am sorry to say this. But I think am working out just fine. And stop showing those artificial -Adjectives-

It's 1.42am now. Gonna hit the sack! Till then.

JC

PS: Pay no mind to those who'll talk behind your back. It simply means that you are ahead of them in life.

2010-02-20T23:00:00.002+08:00

Wanting to write what I actually felt. But on second thought, judgment, criticism will be there. Though there are no one in specification am referring to, but people just take that am referring to him/her. I am actually choosing my words carefully for this post. Can you believe it?! hahaha
Geesh! Guess I'll do it some other time, some other way though...

PS: WHERE.IS.THE.FREEDOM.OF.SPEECH.

JC

2010-02-18T00:44:00.004+08:00

Hey hey! Freshmen camp is coming like real soon. And basically, am not that looking forward to it though. pfff. The thought of it makes give me chills. But I still hope, it's gonna be awesome. And little did I know, I found this quote really inspiring.

"High school is high school, but it's not until you get out of high school that you realize that it's just a stepping stone in life. Nothing is easy about high school. I didn't know where I fit. There are so many cliques of people who are popular and who are not. You get too caught up trying to figure out where you fit in the whole scheme of things, but really, it truly doesn't matter. All that matters is that you have your friends who are your friends -- period." - Sean Haroy Faris.

Hope everything in these 3 years would turn out smooth and fine for me.

K. I guess that's about it. Going out with Desiree tomorrow. Till then.

PS: I wanna gain 15lbs like HE did!

JC.

2010-02-10T02:47:00.004+08:00

Days of not working is getting into me... Been watching umpteen movies these past days...
Yeah, I know I know. I should be looking for a job and start working my ass out. Well I sent my resume yesterday, so am currently waiting for their responds....So yeah, whatever.

Just watched a movie called 'Everyone's Fine' and 'Leap Year' It's a good movie. I can really tell cause I cried while watching it. And FYI, among the hundreds movies I watched, I teared at only 5 movies. So you can trust me it's good.

And I have to officially say that am hooked on Twitter ever since I used it couple of months back. It's the first thing I do which is to update it, and the last thing to do, which is also to update it. So yeah, am pretty sure am hooked on it... And yes I've seen many celebrities saying that Twitter is some sort of stalking social networking and also why do people wanna know what you are doing all day. Well, but it fascinates me that every single moment in the world, there are people doing something at every point of their life, making progress, making something happening happens...
And also, it's much more like a... like a simplified version of blogs. Don't you think so? You also update it every time, but not as much as blog does. And the words are limited, so it won't be long as a blog..

On the last note, Sorry beeyotch that I turn you down tomorrow. I'll make up to you okay?

Well it's 3 plus in the morning now. Gotta hit the sack. Till then.

XX

JC.

2010-02-08T01:18:00.004+08:00

Hmmm. Been literally a week since i blogged here.
Well, practically, I've quit my job. I can't put up with the early 6 in the morning alarm....As you can see, I almost stayed up 2 in the morning before I hit the sack... So yeah, am basically having a break from all the job and works... till school starts... in about 2months time (yes I know, it's pretty long)

So a few days ago, I went out with Desiree. It's been awhile since I been out with her together. (And you do not know how difficult does it takes to ask her out! Always busy!) We talked a lot. It's like we been not catching up with each other for ages! But actually it's just 1 month of not seeing her.

Desiree: Hey, I know you only for like... 2 years right?
Me: Yeah. If you count this year, it's 3 then.
Desiree: Hah! I wonder 10 years later we will still know each other...
Me: Woah 10 years is like a decade! (like duh!) That's very very long man!
Desiree: So if we still know each other by then, You would be like...28 years old! And am like 29 years old! Oh dang!
Me:Oh god yeah! Am sooo old by then! Wait, you're much more older then me! hahahah! But well, I think you're gonna be married by then. And so do I. 10 years...I think we can last that long!
Desiree: Yeah. I think we can!

(The conversation was not really that exact. Just an illustration)

Let say, we still know each other, I mean we WILL, then we meet up at Swensens, and have our lunch. Where we talked about a decade later! hahaha. That's something to keep up with though..
That's more like a BFF thing already I guess...Maybe we are! hahaha. Right rich-ass bff? And please take care of yourself. Don't keep visit the doctors alright?!

Ok. Tomorrow am gonna go out with another b**ch of mine! Gonna get chaotic! Till then!

Oh and on last note! Am really into boy bands! Backstreet Boys and Westlife are few examples! I've been searching high and lows for the CD back in 2000plus. And am glad that I've found it! Awww! It does bring lot's of memories back then! Call me oldie or retro! But I still loveeee it!

PS: I love Boy Bands! They are the greatest band ever!

XOXO

JC.

Not everyday is a Sunday!

2010-01-31T23:25:00.003+08:00

Day out with the guys -Victor and Andrew. It's was hectic and a blast! Long since we been out like these..
CNY is coming and preparation is taking place! And oh, my uncle from Australia and aunt from Japan is coming back to have this reunion dinner together! Been years we had reunion dinner together! Can't wait actually... So till then!

(Opps! Butt shot)

XX

JC.

2010-01-31T01:40:00.003+08:00

Cool thing is that the living room air-conditioner has been installed today! Really awesome.
Been years since I went to Chinatown. So today, a little surprise i know, I went with my family to get CNY preparation stuffs. Totally crowed like madness, literally breathing one's breath- ok that's gross. But really, it merely took 10mins to walk from on stall to another when they are side by side... Imagine that! And add on to that, smoker puffing away like polluting the whole already-intense environment, I was literally suffocating to death! HAH And the new sofa is coming this week! Amazing shit! And oh yeah, golfing tomorrow with dad and sisters....and mum- maybe...

Till then...

2010-01-31T01:37:00.005+08:00

Ok here's the thing.

1 person has to stop and end it. All these crap shitting blogging is very childish, and I HELL LOTS of better things to do than blogging all those shit with you. So if you want to confront, come ahead. I'll be waiting for your call or something. And please don't bring your boyfriend or whatsoever, this is between YOU and ME, YOU said it YOURSELF, YOU brought this upon YOURSELF. So just bring your bimbo brains.

PS: Sick and tired of your games.

2010-01-31T00:59:00.006+08:00

This for you bitch.
Reality check? : You. yes you, poor bitch. Paid to serve me, and pay for you to serve me. That's the sad thing. But I had such a good time, smirking (: -Maybe I should just explain to your manager how offensive you're towards your customer. And that, maybe, will be your last pay check. How about that? Oh Oh! Maybe I should just eat Pizza Hut more often...

Hurmm, if it wasn't for my friends who told me you been stalking me, I won't be able to EVEN know you're bitching about me. So in the first place, why do you even care, or should I say stalk, on my social network? You afraid that I bitched about you again? Guess you guessed it right. You're easily prone to criticism and got offended easily. That's real sad thing to say the least. If you can't handle criticism, how are you gonna survive out there? LOL!!

And on the last note. Please don't ever come stalking my dear. It really creeps me out. The thought of YOU just makes me disgusted...

PS: sigh, andddddd the bitching continues...

XX

JC.

2010-01-30T12:54:00.002+08:00

Opps!
Hurmm I think someone needs a reality check.

XX

JC.

2010-01-27T07:56:00.001+08:00

Though I got accepted into the college on my 2nd choice...
I wont mind actually. Glad that it's the college I wanted..
Have you got what you wanted?
Now it's time for me to head back to bed.

XOXO

JC

2010-01-26T22:31:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow. 8am. I'll be waiting.

XX.

JC

2010-01-24T23:45:00.002+08:00

When your life is perfect then someone els in the world.
Don't ask for more, you couldn't get any more perfectibility from them.
Prayers are with you, Haitians...

XOXO

JC.

2010-01-22T17:21:00.001+08:00

Yeah! Finally gonna watch a movie together with my family..
Been long since we watched Avatar together.
Oh did i mention that Japanese was on today's menu?! AWESOME!

2010-01-22T13:25:00.002+08:00

Denial, rejecting and avoiding is so uncool girl.
I would literally die to know, which post did i wrote, to offend you. Like seriously....
And said i started all these first? That's so not right. Or maybe, just maybe you're easily offended....

2010-01-22T12:14:00.001+08:00

I seriously do not want to continue this immature conversation with you.
It's like wasting my time for a piece of useless meat. But like I said, you're very persistent, and consistently wanting this to go on.

Let me ask, quote from my few previous post,
"Thanks for those that had come into my life and sorry for those that had left"
WHAT IN THE WORLD DOES THIS EVEN HAVE TO DO WITH YOU?
Come on man, like seriously, you're the last person on this planet I would wanna related this sentence with you- Like WHAT THE FUCK WOULD I DO THAT. I really, REALLY doesn't have a single clue why this sentence offended you. I literally doesn't even give a shit if you had left, I sincerely wont even feel sorry for that, but in fact, glad you left.

So bitch, you want facts? I'll give u straight nasty facts about you- which I learned from you.

1. You are a total bitch- Needless to say, everyone knows that.
2. You are a cheap slut, or even a whore.
3. You lost your virgin at the age of 16.
4. You change your boyfriend so frequently as if you're changing your menes pad.
5. You literally think you got pregnant when your menes came late.
6. You let any guy touches you like it's free.
7. You do not change for a better one after each mistake you made in the past ( i seriously do not want to say what mistake you had made)
8. Am not worried about my friends who hate me cause they didn't make it. I respect them. Even if so they hate me. Do you think like i fucking care? - no offense though.
9. Being single USED to mean that nobody wanted you. Now it means you’re hot, pretty, sexy, & you’re taking your time deciding how you want your life to be & who you want to spend it with. And not doing it with any strange random stranger.

I think that's about it. There, pure facts about you, and am getting it right.
I really hope this would stop now, and not rather dragging it. I would not rather want to carry any grudge upon you, cause it already over. You go on with your life and I'll go on with mine.

Yah seriously, What the point of this? making this clear of what you are trying to say? You should have done it a lot earlier.

2010-01-22T01:15:00.002+08:00

Ahh. Life wouldn't be juicer if it wasn't for these type of people...
Right back to the point for writing this. Actually am wasting my sleeping for the previous post, but whatever. I gotta wake up to work man, huge turn off. Talk about turning on and off. Parents decided to get a new sofa! Like ages! -5 years though seemed like ages, LOL- and installing another air-con in the living room, isn't it freaking awesome?! like woah! Sadly to say, still waiting for my acceptance into one of the college, hope I'll get into one of the twelve. Oh and btw, heard that the Sentosa resort has finally opened! And there's like man-made surfing there, lesson to be taken.
I SWEAR I'll be the first one to register! I had the O.K from my parents. After the Australia trip 2years back, i really wanna try it out man! Since it now here, though it's man-made, I'll must give it a shot!...
Well.. till then, it's practically 1.30am now, leaving me less than 6hours of sleep till work.

Don't ever judge me. You have no freaking idea who and what am doing.

2010-01-21T23:59:00.007+08:00

Ok first up, Whore

It's so uncool for you to be so persisting and consistently bitching -like what you always do- although we have parted on our own ways. So why are you? Cause you're simply jealous of what I've living now. And why are you concerned about what I do or anything am up to? cause you're jealous, envy, and just face it, your life ain't working out for you- like duh, straight pathetic.
Look am not trying to be judgmental about you, but you gave me no choice. I SERIOUSLY thought it's done, over with it, out of high school and a grown up....guess not, for you.

So why are you always bitching about me? you'll just make me so special -Ke$ha, Backstabber, nice song though!

You LITERALLY made your parents think you're their beautiful little angel girl. BULL SHIT
I really wonder if your parents would instantly faint when she found out what her angelic daughter did or is doing with her currently life. Like crap! At the age of 16 and lost, and telling me you're religious?! God what the hell was wrong with you- aren't you thinking straight? are you under drugs?

You tried to be optimistic about the relationship you're in or the ones in the past. Yes you're a good girlfriend- well there's one good point of you. BUT HELL, you're straight stupid, a real bimbo. It's the first time i seen a girl like this, being treated and putting up to it. It really comes to the point that you really need a man in your life or you wouldn't go on. I really felt pity for you. No seriously, you can't be independent and you need someone to hold on to...

Back to the point, WHY. God, why do you even care what i blog? I thought blogging is about expressing one view of point, about what's one wants to blog, and needless to say, asking for people attention to bitch about. Luckly for you, I had the decency to find the meaning of BLOG for you.

So here it says: A blog is a type of website, usually maintained by an individual with regular entries of commentary, descriptions of events, or other material such as graphics or video. Entries are commonly displayed in reverse-chronological order. logs provide commentary or news on a particular subject; others function as more personal online diaries. The ability of readers to leave comments in an interactive format is an important part of many blogs. The personal blog, an ongoing diary or commentary by an individual, is the traditional, most common blog. Personal bloggers usually take pride in their blog posts, even if their blog is never read. Blogs often become more than a way to just communicate; they become a way to reflect on life, or works of art, and not looking for a way to BITCH about the reader- this last part I added my self :/

So you get it now? I've got the LEGAL rights to blog whatever I want, whoever I want, and not you bitching about it. It's their shit fault that they didn't score for it. Nevertheless, it's not my fault they are in this state, and WHERE THE FUCK DO YOU COME IN AND BITCH ABOUT IT WHEN THEY, THEIR OWN ARE NOT -I've sworn not to swear again but I'll make an exception for you, be honored. And yes am laughing and jeering at you.

To end on a little note, be what your daddy and mummy thought you are, and hell yeah, stop messing with guys like you would die without them in your brand new school. And stop having SEX. There I said it.

PS: I still take you as my frenemy. But stop all your bitchingness and I'll go on with my life, you go on with yours. And not to step on anyone's toe, this is plainly for her.

XOXO

Class BBQ

2010-01-17T17:27:00.006+08:00

Awesome day yesterday. Once again, thanks Jeffrey for planning these gathering...
Tough some doesn't appreciate it at all, f**k care them yeah?
I wonder when will there be another gathering like these...
Since we all are graduating and going on our on paths....
But still, would like to meet up if there a chance!
It's nice to know that everyone has a plan that they are going for it.. well best of luck for you guys!

PS: All these 5 years has been grateful, meaningful, spectacular, phenomenal and fulfilling one.
Thanks for those that had come into my life and sorry for those that had left, but still

XOXO

2010-01-11T16:00:00.000+08:00

I guess, it tells very well what I've done for 2009.
It totally PAID OFF.

2010-01-11T12:43:00.004+08:00

Today is the day it tells all about 2009.
HAH! How cliche it is ?

2010-01-04T00:31:00.002+08:00

Back from the so called 'get-away' trip.
Totally not what I've planned for. Sucks in fact... well not most of it though.
Actually i only remember the part where my sis, cousin and I went to this computer shop where
Wii is available. Whoa! Little did i know, it made me hyperventilating after 15mins or so.
I thought at first it wasn't as 'tired' as it looks like. But when i went to tried it, am perspiring man!
And another part was the dreading long movie at 1am for 3hours, and add on to that, my legs was battling against the super duper uper air conditioner. The movie was 'Bodyguard and Assassins'
Totally have no clue what the shit it was talking, and also the story line. Practically it was about China's diplomatic and communism stuff- not a little interested in it at all... Only mesmerizing was the fighting scene, the rest I've forgotten it already LOL.

And less than a month to recieve result, so not looking forward to it.
But till then.

XX

1st 2010 Post.

2010-01-01T02:31:00.002+08:00

And yes. After a long waiting 365days, 2010 has arrived.
Best of lucks to all for this year- as always said....

Well today, practically, went countdown with friends and met up with my family...
The thought of driving via the Marina Square to see the fireworks was a total disaster.
We're stuck in the traffic for almost a full 2hours- so uncool.
But at least I get to spent the very last minutes of 2009 with my family in the car.

Lucky for me, I'll get a little run-away-trip.
Heading to Genting tomorrow- And yes, i know. It's really pathetic. But it's better then nothing though. LOL
Long hours of driving up to KL; Genting. This time round, we're accompany by my relatives, lots of them. It's gonna be kind of cool yeah? Family-relatives oversea trip.
Well, I hope to turn out the unexpected way- LOL cliche.
Anyway hitting the sack right after this. So yeah, enjoy life!

XOXO.

Resolution? NAH!

2009-12-31T00:48:00.007+08:00

And no. Santa didn't come this Christmas. I'll shall wait for next year then!
Anyway, was way busy busy busy with life.
One was on the 27th where a few of us went to Sihao's chalet. Nice bbq and his family and relative was nice though... And caught Sherlock Holmes, totally awesome show, no doubt.
The another one was today. We went sentosa- been ages since i been there! Had total fun till it started to pour. Instead we trained back to Victor's, to catch a movie. Called MacDonald for dinner. But it seems like the service totally caused a mayhem. Poor service! tsk tsk tsk.
Nevertheless, tomorrow's New Year eve! haha. It'll mark the starting of a new year.
And yes, people always ask what's their resolution for next year. But for me, what's the point of stating your resolution when you're not making an afford for it? And it doesn't mean that a new year have to have a 'new year resolution'- when practically you're not doing it.
So for my resolution next year?
None.
I'll do the changes, make the changes. And when it's done, then I'll say that I've complete my resolution for that year. So, Cheers to a new year, and best of luck for everyone.

XOXO

PS; Here's the photo taken on the 27th and 30th.

Dear Santa.

2009-12-19T00:18:00.006+08:00

Dear Santa. I've always believed in you these years no matter what the adults had told me that you didn't exist- REALLY. And every Christmas eve, I would hang my little red socks out in the living room, hoping that you would come in and secretly put my Christmas presents inside.

The very next day, I would rush to the living room and check the red sock. And to my surprise there was no present... So Dear Santa, you had disappoint me once again.
Am I a bad kid? Am I a naughty boy? ): -I have no idea why Santa didn't give me present...
Am so upset..

But anyway, I always believed in Forgive and Never Forget theory. So Santa, for the past 16years, I've tabulated the total amount of presents you owe me- And yes i know, it's kinda a long list. And lucky for you, I've came out with the most convenient way to present me the presents- A check! isn't it the most convenient way?! HAH I thought so too. " Just remember to write '1,000.00 cash only' That will do!

So here's the plan. At 24th December midnight, I will place a little red socks and a squash tape at the living room's table. So you'll sneakingly walk into the living room and place the present I've asked you to- The Check- and stick it inside the red socks with the squash tape, and that will be it! Brilliant idea isn't it? You don't have to carry a big red bag and it's more efficient!

So Santa, I'll be waiting for the presents- The check- and don't disappoint me again.
I love you, you know i do!

XOXO

Vacation.

2009-12-14T00:16:00.006+08:00

Oh, and yes. Am back from my Malaysia trip.
It was fruitful though....
The resort there was spectacular. Nonetheless to say about the facilities they have.
Great fun, definitely.
Doubt there will be another overseas trip.

Technically, i have no idea what I was up to this summer.
But it seems OK though.
Hurm...besides working...that's about it i guess. hah!
But anyway, I miss going to school and stuffs in it and in between, hmm....

SO. I've updated, and now I just have to enjoy life again.
Till then.
OH wait! I miss Australia so much. I wanna go back soon!

XOXO

xoxo

2009-12-11T00:17:00.005+08:00

Wow, it seems like i didn't blog for ages! hah!
But I've been updating Twitter much more often though....
It's simple, easy, and straight to the point. hahaha!
SO...Been busy busy busy! And yeah, I've been enjoying what life has to offer.
Christmas is coming! And not forgetting New Year's Eve.
It's gonna be a blast this year round i doubt.

So anyways, like I've said, enjoy what life has to offer,
I'll be traveling to Malaysia this weekend.
Yes i know, it's just probably 3 days short, but there's no other options.
Parents have a job to go to! And so do I.
But at least, I'll know that I'll be fully using this vacation, enjoying what it has to offer there! HAHAHA. I seriously need to stop that....LOL

And yes, friend have been busy too. Busy busy busy working. Looks like we know the importance of money. Well not practically money, as in the sense of getting and satisfying
one's desire.

But you guys have to remember one thing.
The most important relationship in your life, is YOURself.
Boy-Girl relationship can wait.
The relationship with yourself can't.
You have to figure out asap what you truly want.

So yeah, that's it for this update.
Still, enjoy what life has to offer.

FYI, Leighton Meester is fucking HOTTT!

XOXO

2009-11-18T21:58:00.001+08:00

Off to life; What life has to offer!

2009-11-17T16:25:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday daddy!(:

2009-11-14T23:31:00.001+08:00

You know what,
Shopping with my mum is the best thing i can ever asked for.
It's just simply awesome.

Ended.

2009-11-12T01:17:00.002+08:00

Finished the last paper, feels awesome.
But now it's like, 'now what?' totally nothing to do.
Gotta start work next week.
Speaking about weeks, so not looking forward 2weeks later.
sigh, not again!

2 Days left.

2009-11-09T19:23:00.003+08:00

Been staying home, trying to focus on the last few paper.
But practically, it's not working out.
Am literally heck-caring about my paper tomorrow.
You know, just whatever, not important to me anyway.

whoa, i actually could tell what the holidays gonna be like already.
I really need to work, if not i will be rot to death, like slowly...
Definitely need to chill out afterward.

Day 16, 5days left.

2009-11-06T01:55:00.001+08:00

Arghh,the smell of it is killing me.
I need to focus so badly.

Day 11

2009-11-01T00:33:00.004+08:00

It's like the first time ever,
my whole family, including my parents went to the movies together!
hah! real awesome, cause we're watching Michael Jackson's This Is It.
God! i was definitely inspired by him.
No doubts that am one of his million fans now!
The song, the love he portrays is just spectacular.
Inspiring.

I really hope that this nightmare would be over.
I'll just pray hard.
God.

Day 9

2009-10-29T23:46:00.004+08:00

By looking at the facts, reality.
I think, this is it.
am DONE.

Day 7

2009-10-27T19:21:00.001+08:00

I smell a rat!
Definitely fishy here!

Day 6

2009-10-26T18:48:00.001+08:00

All i can say is shiat!!
Oh darn it, no point dwindling over spilled milk remember? hah
Alrighty! lets go, for tml!

Day 3 ; Graduation day.

2009-10-23T19:28:00.008+08:00

Day 1

2009-10-21T22:53:00.001+08:00

tml marks the start of exams alr.
wish all the best to people tml!
argghhh arttttttttttttttttttt! ;/

2009-10-20T00:46:00.003+08:00

Firstly had an aweswome evening today!
ha! went to east coast park for Jumbo Seafood restaurant with relatives.
A good gathering i must say, catching up with each other life's.

Well, on the other hand, art paper2 had been keeping me busy for the past holidays!
arghh, Art paper2 is such a killer.
I've been neglecting other subjects just cause of this.
what to do? Art is also a subject ;/ but just have to do it before hand.

Graduation is coming this week.
i must say, 5years in the school had just pass by like that, is really fast.
And you know 3weeks seems like a decade for me now!
can't wait for this 3week to pass quickly.
i seriously doubt that i can hang in there.
There's just too much to handle, personally...

But neverthless, 3more weeks to go! hang in there jav!

Do it once, Do it well.

2009-10-13T17:19:00.003+08:00

Alright, this is madness!
I had been given Art Paper 2 for Olvls already!
I doubt that i have difficulty choosing a topic ;/
arghh! no time to waste man. seriously don't want to end up like last year,
total disastrous! hahaha.
And there's like less then 2weeks to the paper which will determine my future, English Paper!
God, am not even readily prepared yet! just wish that there's more time. sigh.
nothing is readily prepared yet man.
Practically speaking, saying enough is never enough at all.

And frankly speaking, no offense though, i just want to speak up and tell you people who are not interested or one's mind had gone hay-wired, that you're just wasting your time here. You can say that am arrogant and sarcastic. But please spare a thought for those people who are taking, treasuring this precious time. There's people who wants to do well, people who doesn't want to dwindle over spilled milk when the truth is out.
And if people can make it, so does us!
So yeah, good luck to all the people out there, giving it's best for this!

2009-10-08T18:37:00.001+08:00

Be right back.
2 weeks.

2009-10-03T02:53:00.002+08:00

Came across this which i thought is meaningful. Taken from Ryan's.

To all my friends who are single,
Love is like a butterfly
the more you chase it, the more it eludes you.
but if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it.
Love can make you happy but often it hurts,
but Love is only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it.
so take your time and choose the best.

To all my friends who are not so single,
Love isn’t about becoming somebody else’s perfect person.
its about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

To all my friends who are heartbroken,
heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go.
the challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.

To all my friends who are naïve,
how to be in Love: be consistent but not too persistent,
share and never be unfair,
understand and try not to demand,
and get hurt but never keep the pain.

To all my friends who are possessive,
it breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else.
but its more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.

To my friends who are afraid to confess,
Love hurts when you break up with someone.
It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you.
But Love hurts the most: when the person you love has no idea how you feel about him/her.

To all my friends who are still holding on,
a sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love,
only to find out in the end it was never meant to be,
and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn’t worth it.
If that person isn’t worth it now,
it’s not going to be worth it in a year or 10 years from now.

2009-09-26T11:40:00.002+08:00

You know, it's actually all these little things that had accumulated,
that had made me what i am now.
Little things do affect!

2009-09-22T20:58:00.004+08:00

sometimes, your heart told you to do what you want,
what you think is correct. which is actually true, cause it comes from your heart.
but then when you had done it -what you think is correct- turns out it's not the way you predicted.
which result in mistakes and eventually regrets. Nevertheless, making a fool out of yourself.
It is common as it's the only way that we could learn is through making mistakes.
but making mistakes repeatedly without learning it is pointless and thus wasting of effort.

am so engrossed in Dan Brown's The Lost Symbols, that i have to push back my studies for a few days! so pathetic right! yeah i know i know! but i can't concentrate without finishing the book arghhh!

2009-09-16T19:40:00.000+08:00

i need reality check, Big time.

2009-09-04T23:41:00.003+08:00

the thought of sept hols was freaking awesome....literally.
yeah i mean literally,
when 10 stacks of assignment came onto us.
total major turn off man, spoiler!
ahh, just have to shuck it up and endure for another 2months!

2009-09-02T19:47:00.001+08:00

i wish i was in Neverland
born in Neverland,
grew up in Neverland,
that i'll always remain as a child,
who will never grow up.

Home Alone.

2009-09-01T18:30:00.002+08:00

sigh, home alone again!..
Daddy going to some part of HongKong for around 1weeks or less,
Mummy and Sis are going genting again.
ha!, awesome for being alone at home for Sept hols,
boredom kills though.

2009-08-31T17:03:00.005+08:00

Here are the pictures! uploaded some only, blogger shucks.

awesome day today.
Kbox with a few friends for Andrew's birthday.
lucky bastard,
happy birthday anw.
please go take up driving lesson instead of taking Olvls, LOL!
damn, driving lessons.
shit that, 1more year. shucks.

2009-08-30T23:52:00.004+08:00

awesome day today.
Kbox with a few friends for Andrew's birthday.
happy birthday anw,
please go take up driving lesson instead of taking Olvls, LOL!
damn, driving lessons.
shit that, 1more year. shucks.

2009-08-29T22:21:00.001+08:00

Know it, Knew it, Known.

2009-08-28T00:25:00.000+08:00

am done, am seriously done.
i quit.

2009-08-26T19:18:00.000+08:00

by now, i could already foresee what is to be resulted...
sigh! so for now,
i have to pull up my socks and start working doubly hard now!

2009-08-25T22:46:00.001+08:00

why do we have to sleep?
it makes me can't do much...
i hate sleeping!

Hmmm..

2009-08-24T16:16:00.005+08:00

English was OK? i guess?
or should i say disastrous ? any paper i do is always disastrous anw...
not fully prepared i must admit.

tml is gonna be disastrous-er-erers!
Mother Language cum oral in the aftn, like wtf?.
shit mother lang, oral is much more important though...
don't cha agree dudes?! LOL, HAHAHA.

anyone would be kind enough to each me ORAL? ;/

speak up, if you need help, you know I'll always be there.

2009-08-23T21:11:00.003+08:00

shuck hardcore, shucks to the core!
tml marks the start of prelim.

2009-08-21T21:34:00.005+08:00

look how silly my sister can be?! hahaha.

cute right?! LOL

2009-08-21T16:29:00.002+08:00

OK!
finally got my hands on Sean Paul's new album,
Imperial Blaze!
damn awesome!! hahaha, havoc man!.
at least is a some sort of source of motivation for me!
prelims is next week, and i hadn't prepare shit yet.
totally shucks, but i like, cool shyyt!

Breathless

2009-08-19T17:20:00.005+08:00

one devastation is enough, please!
i beg you Javier....

2009-08-17T23:14:00.001+08:00

10. The Needs-to-Grow-Up Texter

Guys should never, ever get comfortable with using text slang and abbreviations. Whether he's a friend, date, or boyfriend, no girl wants to associate the men in their lives with tween-speak. The next time he sends you a "TTY L8ER" or "C U 2morrow," tell him that he should really consider an iPhone, BlackBerry, Sidekick, or "anything that gives you more room to text." He'll realize how outdated his text-talk is.

sihao, this implies to you directly,
TTYL , TTY TML, FISH YOU! LOL!

2009-08-17T20:17:00.003+08:00

okay, blogger officially shucks.
upload 1 picture takes about 15mins and in the end, it had an error.. like wtf?
forget it, soon am gonna replace by tumblr alr.

Sean Paul album ; Imperial Blaze is releasing on 18th august!
it's gonna be one hell of a havoc album.

2009-08-16T11:47:00.003+08:00

looks like Stephenie Myers is writing another new Twilight Saga book!

After an unfinished rough draft of Stephenie Meyer's latest "Twilight Saga" novel, "Midnight Sun" was leaked on the Internet, the author explained, "If I tried to write 'Midnight Sun' now, in my current frame of mind, James would probably win and all the Cullens would die, which wouldn't dovetail too well with the original story. In any case, I feel too sad about what has happened to continue working on 'Midnight Sun,' and so it is on hold indefinitely."

can't wait for the release!! hahahah

taken from : http://movies.yahoo.com/feature/access-hollywood-new-moon-10-surprises.html

2009-08-10T01:05:00.000+08:00

well, this totally shucks.

2009-08-09T02:36:00.000+08:00

G.I joe - Awwwwwesomeee!

2009-08-07T22:10:00.000+08:00

neglecting blogger though, tumblr is fun!

2009-08-07T20:12:00.000+08:00

thanks andrew for accompanying me though you're still feeling unwell.

2009-08-05T23:00:00.001+08:00

hopeless and useless = garbage, that's me.

2009-08-05T22:42:00.001+08:00

i love surprises from you. it makes me guess what you're up to next hahaha!
you're so unpredictable, which that's the best part about it.

2009-08-04T20:52:00.002+08:00

mummy, i love you so much. but just that i don't know how to show it out. but deep down inside, i just know that you're the best mum i could ever had. i will to make your role as a mother much easier by doing well for my studies and all that. i just love you!

sometimes i wonder, do i even deserved to has these.

2009-08-03T23:01:00.000+08:00

am still tired.